i love this song

PROM

-kisses xoxo

-muahh 

-Yesterday was prommm !
all the stress and "ughhh" , "fuck!" moments were totally worth it.
KUMARRR actually got the party bus
i was actually really late to take pics .. SORRY!
The day started as a big rush: hair, make-up, finding rides ..the whole thing
but it as worth it. got my make up done at M.A.C and my after prom dress came through although i didn't get a chance to wear it. i've decided to wear it on my birthday ! :)
The music was really techno but i went with the flow.
Everyone looked so pretty.
We didn't have a school after prom >.< cheap ass watkins mill !
the after party we decided to go to was a totally fluke
a nigga was tired anyways.
<3

-photo booth 

-prom dateee :)

-mella and drezzy <3

ME

-One bandaid doesnt show all my pain

a smile is always wore to hide the things I can't explain.

Notice me: in action, or when i'm alone?

Even then you can't see my scars.

Family is my joy

but lately, they've been more than I can endure.

WAIT

     STOP!

LISTEN..

those are all the words i recite and repeat

person in charge

so they hate me with all their might

..so it seems

A shoulder to lean on , comfort.

pillow.

Emotions I can't yet explain.

Everything in a case

Thats me in a nutshell.

witness what i bear

i'm stronger than i appear

wonder girl.

but i still need to be saved.

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WHO ARE YOU TO THINK YOU'RE BETTER THAN ANYONE?

I sometimes come off as rude? careless? indifferent?
Hell maybe a bitch.
Who cares right?
It's my game. My choice..
See, I've always been a beauty in my eyes;even without a chest and a full body.
see, I've grown. Slowly transformed to a woman.
I'm comfortable.
Insecurity doesn't run deep
hmph.
I've came to terms with what I got, and what I lack 
Who are you to judge.
You look at me and whats your first thought?
I'll let you ponder on that.
When I see me, here's what I see:
a girl
5'4
cheekbones
dark eyes
teeth, I was once afraid to show
a scar almost gone
and beauty that runs deep
Do you see what I see?
I smile because who cares what you think.
I am lady found
with nothing to hide

Birthdays

-I don't think I mentioned my best friends birthday ! Yupp , Ashes turned 18 April,6th. It was fun, we went downtown and just chilled. We wanted to see Project X but we couldn't D: its rated Rand most of us aren't 18 yet  #LifeUnder18

Than my other love Lisa's birthday was the 8th, She turned 17 I didn't get to spend time with her cause it was Easter and that's kind of family time. We did spend time together recently <3

Today

Today was one of those days . Not bad and yet not perfect ..

Well when is any day perfect?

I had class today and its sucks cause I'm actually on spring break for high school but 

who cares it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be.

Went to see Wilson afterwards..she's going through some things </3

Jitters has the biggest secret and it's out?

:O

I came home and its like weird, nothing gets done right without me here, the house the kids .. nothing

Everything seemed out of place ,, it kind of made me realize how much I'm going to miss them when I leave for school.

<3

About a girl

Hi , in a few months I'll be off to Hampton University *jumps up and down >> That was my 1st choice school. Its kinda of crazy me going off..being on my own. When my sister went off to school 2 years ago I never thought my turn would come up so fast ! Leaving high school sounds great but I still have problems to handle there before I'm gone, such as: PROM . Its coming so fast ..I'm kinda freaking out but no stress right ..